My three Musketeers

I am writing this blog just 15 minutes before my birthday. Today when I know I should be celebrating the occasion and preparing for it I just can stop my last year’s memories of my birthday flashing in front of my eyes. Last year was the first time I celebrated my birthday two times in a year and what a memorable time it was. It was the first time that I was going to celebrate my birthday away from home with my friends I missed my parents that day but my friends my three musketeers never allowed me to feel sorry for that. I remember it was 9th of may when my first birthday was celebrated ahh what a surprise it was. Dj was leaving pune and as usual me, atu and jayu were there to see her off at the station but we had time for her train was at 2am at night so we went to Level 9 to have dinner but than in between we stopped in front of bd where bhagya mam joined us. I asked asked dj if I sjould come with her she said no and took atu with her and came back with a large packet. I made out it was a cake but was puzzled as to for whom was it all for than I thought it must be for bhagya mam for that could only be the possible explanation I could think off for her too being there. But than when we reached level 9 I was asked to bring in the food whereas everyone stayed back and than when I came back there was a surprise for me and there was dj holding a card and a gift and all 5 of us celebrated my birthday. That was one of the most beautiful birthday I had guys and that place has become very special for me. Whenever I used to miss you guys I used to go there and sit and all those memories would come back.
Than it was my second birthday or should I say the real day of my birthday and what a day it was I remember atu came back from his course and asked me to get water for him. When I came back he said he was too sleepy and was going to sleep and it was just 5 minutes to 12. I thought he has forgotten my birthday anyways he was tired so I felt it was better to let him sleep. As it struck 12 he asked me to give him one of my pillows as he was not comfortable sleeping I gave him the top pillow and than went of to work on my lappy than again he said that he wanted the other one and this time I found a box of chocolates under my pillow at this he wished me and so did dj but no it was not over here after some time he said he was feeling hungry so I said we have this box of chocolates and he can have it with me but no he said he wanted something that’s lying on the table under the books I searched for it and found a box of my favourite chocolate pasteries there. We had pasteries as my birthday cake but it was wonderful.
And if you guys think that it was all over here no in the morning when I woke up he was gone for his kriya and I started dressing up for my office I picked up my bag and reached office when I opened my bag I saw another gift in it this time a swiss knife for he knew I loved gadgets a lot. And than I kept waiting for him to come back from his course he came late but took me out for dinner at symphony.
That’s how I celebrated my birthday isn’t it a memorable one. Atu stayed for the whole of my internship’s tenure with me so that I should not be alone, helped me with my work and than we used to go for late night’s tea. God I can never thank any of my friends for how much they have done for me.
I have to thank dj for giving me such awesome friends for it was because of her that I met atu and than because of atu that I met jayesh. Once someone told me that sometimes one of my friend treats me really bad and if she would have been at my place she would have never spoken to that friend again but I say small disputes, misunderstandings, illtreatment anything done by any of my three friends cannot wash out the memories given by them to me. Even though anyone say I have got 5 and not 6 best friends I would still say I have got all 6 of them and will always have them. I am proud of you guys and I am missing you a lot today wish you all could be with me!!!!!!!!!!

MBA life!!!!!

I remember the day when I came to SIMS 16th july my dad had come to drop me off. I met my new roommates and guess what none of them were my age I was the youngest of all. And than the very first night the tiles in our room cracked as if the room is falling apart and than the orientation introductions I so used to hate them but now I know the orientation time was really good. My life in completing an mba has been like a up and down graph where sometimes I went through the most wonderful phases of life and than came the worst I could ever expect. But all in all a good experience and a way to learn a lot. When I came I thought I would meet some old friends from school here and we will have a good time but there was nothing as such but I met a new family of friends in my 1st semester class 1b and I began to enjoy it but than again it broke off and we were divided into our specializations after that it was never the same I became alone but then our dance competition started and than I met two people who are now my best friends. They came and than it seemed that my life is back on track. They changed my life or should I say gave me life. But than they went away and I was alone again and now was the time of 3rd semester this was the worst phase of my life I could ever get in. There comes problems in everybody’s life I know but this time I was loosing it all till god send again a savior for me in a friend again. Her name is Swati. She took me out of it and gave me the lost strength. I still say everyone should have a friend like her. My whole mba have been a learning experience for me not only in studies but morally too. I learnt how your friends can also become your strength sometimes. I learnt that sometimes one has to face his problems himself as they are created by him only. My friends made me learn to believe in myself, in my abilities. I learnt that good and bad phases are a part of life you just have to wait patiently and let them pass for there is always light after dark clouds that’s what one of my friends used to say.

I used to think that my time at SIMS has been the worst but now I feel that it has shown me what real life is. It gave me a lot of things like confidence, courage, a platform for my interests like dancing, some of the most wonderful golden moments of my life and of course some of the best friends whom I can never forget ever in my life for they are the ones who gave life to Deepaish not once but twice. I just thank all of them with this blog for being there for me when I needed them.

Recession Hits!!!!!!!!!!

I remember it was just after my summers when I went home. My father asked me what are the next steps now I told him that in my fourth sem we all will be getting placed I told him that the average salary had been 6.5 last year for our seniors and I atl least come in the average students of symbi so I should be able to get atleast 6 lakhs easily and even if I don’t push myself too much i might get at least a package of 4.5 easily. God I really curse myself why did I ever said those things why did I see dreams like buying a digi cam for my father and an LCD for my mother giving gifts to my best friends. Nothing is going to come true at least not In this scenario. Companies not doing recruitments, placements not happening nothing going on people fighting for even packages as low as 2.5 lacs. I mean I don’t say its impossible to survive with such a package but in a city like Bombay I still doubt it. And than what you get is sales for god sake if not a good package at least give a good profile. But no nothing at all people have reached their desperate levels where they are going for anything and everything they are getting. People who had egos about their so called work- ex are all now working at the same platform competing with the freshers. Well its not their fault its just this period which everyone is going through. You call your friends who are working and they say we are saving our necks, our pays have been cut. We didn’t get any rise, etc.. what to say this recession is taking a toll on everyone.

Dreams, ambitions, interests doesn’t matter now it’s a fight for survival now and the one who sustain through is a clear winner. May be it’s a test that god is taking well sometimes I say why does it always happen when I am there but no everyone is going through the same phase except that some have been a little lucky but all in all everyone can just hope that everything will come back on track some day. What we can do is to wait and watch and survive till than!!!!!!!

sing song sang!!!!!!!!

Love mera hit hit hit!!!!!! Marjaani marjaani marjaani……….. these are the only words I could make out of these songs god meaningless songs with no sense at all but they still hit top of the charts I was listening to the top 20 songs on the radio. And found these two songs to be at the top of the list god how can anyone write such songs. Listening to all the songs now a days have made me conclude that there are 3 types of song writers now a days. One who think from their brains and put in their best to make things as interesting as possible fro example listen to songs from “A Wednesday” and songs like “dance pe chance maar le” which make you groove on them.
Second are the one who think from a foot below their heart god I love these guys how they can put in exactly the same feelings you have in words and make them sing sometimes I feel that they have stolen my feelings and put them into words . Beautiful songs which make your insides jump out whenever you listen to them like some of them would be tugh main rab dikhta hai, o jaana and soniyo from raaz, khudaya khar from billu barber. God you just start getting the chills when you hear these songs. But you as I say you will have to at least fall in love once to enjoy them otherwise for most people it will be worthless songs.
Third are the people who think from 3 feet below and those are their knees god they just have to make songs no matter what happen they just put anything in it and boom it becomes a block buster songs sometimes I feel how come we all are so dumb that we hear wnything that’s totally mindlees but groovy and there we go dancing on them. Most of them being the fast songs which make your feet dance the second you hear them but have you ever tried to hear them patiently god you will do either of these two things either you will die laughing or you will get irritated. If you don’t believe me try concentrating and listening to the above two songs.
You will die laughing!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Good bye!!

Today I was sitting in my college canteen when I saw our super juniors coming in for their interviews. I was prepairing for my viva when it suddenly came to my mind that my exams are starting next month going till mid april. I just said to myself “Deepaish its just one month left now for you to spend some time with your friends but you don’t even have that now for your exams are starting” I had a sad feeling inside me for now it was all going to get over. I just felt that this is unfair to me the whole thing is now ending and I never came to know how it happened?
This is the last one month I have to spend a little time with my friends at this college I don’t know but I am feeling so helpless I just want some more time in this college now. It feels like I haven’t done anything yet and everything is going to be over soon. I still feel I have so much to do I want to spend some more time with my friends but no its all over now I waisted what ever time I had as 13 april draws near with each passing day I am feeling now as if I am going away from all the people I cared for here. This place has a lot of good and bad memories for me and I don’t know but I just don’t want to go away from it. It gave me some of the most wonderful friends and yeah some of the very close friends too whom I am going to miss now. The dance practices with our beautiful choreographer, playing CS withmy best buddy or should I say tiger, sitting under the main girls hostel, shiamak classes, chai wale bhaiya, late nights, movies,my roommates etc. these are too much for me to leave behind.
I got the pleasure to make a lot of friends here whether they were in my first sem or after I had to make new friends they all are going to part of my memories. I just wished I had some more time to tell all my friends how much they meant to me and how much I enjoyed with them. But I have to keep this in mind that everything that has a beginning has an end too. And now its going to be the end new places, new people, new environment to adapt with. I just wish I had some more time to spend it with my friends but now the clock has ticked and its over so I just want to wish all my friends good luck for their future and always be happy!!!!!!! I am gonna miss you guys!!!!

Amitié

Well I saw this movie 2 days back “BILLU BARBER”. Yeah the same movie which I know most of the people did not like. I know I also fell asleep for half of the movie god it was a torture sad jokes songs with no relation etc. But I don’t know the ending part of the movie when Sharukh gives his speech actually touched my heart. Yeah I know we see a lot of movies who talk about friendship and all but I felt what he said in the speech about friendship was a part of our real life. While I was listening to his speech there came memories of my old friends from school and college with whom I spend a lot of time together. Those days when we used to wait after our extra classes for our one ton(it’s an army vehicle) to come and pick us up after the class eating each others lunch sharing oranges playing truth and dare(oh my friends used to hate it for I was the cool dude who always used to take dare but they could not get any secrets out of me)and bunking classes to watch movies, jumping of the college gates to eat gh’s parathas etc. that movie actually feel how far I have come from my friends even though I have tried to be in touch with most of them but I remember some of them whom I still want to meet. But now the time has actually changed now there are some people who wont even look at you if you are not at the same status If you ask someone what’s the definition of friends for them the answers will be” for me they are people with whom entertain yourself”, “people with whom you can have lots of beer and vodka”, “people who can mark your proxies”etc. that is what people think about friendship??

Now a days if anyone says that he/she will be a true friend to someone it feels like a joke or that the person is saying for the heck of saying it. Well how much importance do we give to our friends we should ask ourselves. Now a days people have friends but they do not value their friendship. You see two friends breaking their friendship on petty things. Well I don’t know what people think about friendship. Its not a toy that you can break and and mend everytime you want. Neither it’s a tool that one can use against another. I think friendship is a bond of love and trust which forms between two persons and it makes them feel that they can depend on each other whenever the need arises. In our life we find a lot of friends who may have affected our life in some or the other way. Some friends may have helped you in your homework, some would have protected you from harm, some would care for you, some would even hurt you if the need arises, some may inspire you(like me writing this blog is also an inspiration from a very close friend of mine), some may help you to control your negativities, some may give you the shoulder to cry on, some will give you the strength to fight your problems, some may have done a lot of things for you when no one is there to help you all this is not a duty that a friend performs but the beauty of true friendship. I do not have a lot of friends but I have been lucky and thank god every day for whenever I needed a friend in my life he has send someone or the other as a friend for me. I actually don’t regret at all that I don’t have a lot of friends for I am very proud of whatever small number of friends I have got. I just want to tell them that guys you will always be a part of my heart no matter what and no one can take your place. You all are the most wonderful persons I have met in my life and I will always love you!!!!!!!!