I always used to ask my mom “you said life teaches you a lot. But what does it actually teaches you??”. Well I think in these past few years I have got all the answers. Answers as to how to judge between what’s right or wrong. Answers as to how beautiful the life is if you live it in the most positive way as one should. Answers to million number of questions that arise in front of you in times when you are facing bad times and even when you are going through good ones. Family, friends and everyone around you become important for you fro they affect in some or the other way. You go through ups and downs but it’s the way you fight through it that matters the most and if you can smile through it all you just passed the biggest of all the tests god gives you.
Past few days I went through a lot of things well to tell you in short I hopped three places in search of a good job, changed two jobs and left both of them. Gave almost 50-60 interviews with really bad profiles. There was a time when nothing seemed right in between for example when I went to Delhi for my job it all turned out to be a different profile than I was being told during the interview. SALES is all that I was getting through any of the companies where I went for an interview. A whole month had passed since I had left my parents and came to Chandigarh to prove it to myself that I can get a job on my own but all in vain. My dream of learning dance, to be with the ones whom I miss a lot as soon as possible. With nothing in hand I was down as to what should I say to my parents how will I face them. But then one of my closest friends told me “Deepaish you have been through worser times before, I know you are a fighter and you will win believe in your heart I know you will take the right decision”. I don’t know why she believes in me so much. Why cant I believe in myself??. Its not only her even the person whom I love the most in this world said “Deepaish I know you are hard worker and you will get through everything” and than my dad “Deep you don’t need to worry about anything I know you are capable of a lot more than this, you don’t need to prove anything to anyone”.
All my friends and family believes in me. But then why was I giving up. Than I realized that I was being to negative about myself, I cant let myself down. My family and friends haven’t given up on me than why should I give up on myself. Now whenever I am a little upset or disturbed I think about some of the wonderful moments in my life and trust me they do help you a lot. Those memories can give you the strength you need to overcome the problems you face. And of course than there are some friends of yours who make you realize that you not as worthless as you think but you are special and your existence does matter to them. Today I may be going through a downfall in my life but I still fight for I know they are some people out there who believe in me and so do I now.
Rote hue tu bahut aye lekin kisne haste hue duniya jeeti wohi sikander kehlata hai!!!!!!!!!!!!!
